Change

Change is the only constant, it's been said. I haven't been regularly posting for quite a long time now. Life has changed. The bloggers whom I used to read have changed or gone away. HNT no longer exists as it used to (although there's a new experiment). It seems to me that the past year has been a year of change. From my perspective at least, life is not as simple as it was just a couple of years ago. Perhaps that is just my life.

What hasn't changed is my devotion for Master. Or perhaps it has. It has grown deeper. Our relationship has survived a tough year. We don't have the "alone time" we used to take for granted. How I wish I could return to the stay-at-home slave days! Perhaps life will change so that I can once again devote myself 100 percent, truly 24/7 to Master.

Until then, I await His return. If I have been a good enough girl (and if He's not too tired), I may get a bit of flogging. It's been far, far too long.

This change would be welcome!

HNT -- Brrr

It's cold outside.  I'm glad Master is here to warm me up.  The new paddle i got for Christmas has been keeping my backside nice and warm, too.

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Sex

I haven't posted since the New Year's because we have been busy playing with a new toy or two.

HNT - Favorite

This is a favorite because i love the pattern left from the rope that carefully, lovingly and tightly bound me for a short time.  Every time i look at this picture, i am reminded of the feeling (both physical and emotional).

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Last Hurrah

This girl has not been blogging -- or even keeping up with blogs she's enjoyed -- for far too long.

But that's how life is, isn't it? Bogged down in the day-to day.

As 2010 weaves its way into 2011, like so many others, i am in a reflective mood. Many things have happened this year. I began my "dream job" and all of its challenges, am working on a graduate degree, and in many ways this has been the best year i've had in a decade. This girl, however, is never satisfied.

As i type this entry, snuggled into our bed and naked as usual, i am warm from the blankets and comforter and not Master. I can feel the tingle of the dilator not His touch.

What do i hope the new year brings? Challenges most certainly lie ahead. How to balance work, coursework, and slave-hood. Can that be balanced?

I hope the new year brings more opportunities to grow and explore.

Not one for the new year's resolution deal, i am going to make a committed effort to keeping up with this blog, wearing the dilator, and taking care of myself. These are tasks Master has given me.  Tasks His girl has been less than consistent with and wishes to improve in the coming months.

Of course, i hope the new year brings lots and lots of sex.  We have some new toys to play with, and i can't hardly wait.  I am missing the good old four-times-a day encounters (that's over 1,000 times a year!) and lengthy scenes.  Somehow we need to find time for this--it is too important to let go.

Ho Ho Ho

This picture is reminiscent of a favorite movie -- "It's a major award!"

Well, perhaps not but it's a leg Master loves (and if you look carefully, you'll see His girl getting ready for the new year).

SAHS

This slave has discovered she would be perfectly happy, perfectly content, perfectly satisfied to be a full-time stay-at home slave. She enjoys getting out and the challenge of her work, but in her heart, she would like nothing better than to be 100 percent, 365/24/7 devoted and serving only her Master. For despite enjoying her job, serving Master is what she likes best.